UNDEFINED Misunderstood
Well Behaved Bitches seldom make History...

  -  18 August
Dear Lamar,

I took you for granted, I knew that at the end of the day if i called you and said I need you, or i want to be with you or anything you would ask me where i was and come no matter the time. Now I cant even say bye I cant even argue with you or be mad at you or hug you or hold you. I’m sorry I took you for granted because now you’re gone. I want to see you every night I want you to come hold me I want things to go back to the way they were I need you baby I need you. My heart is broken and there is no mending it without you here. You were my first everything, and you would never let me forget. I’m trying to find peace within myself but all I seem to think about is “what if?” I try to picture life without you but every single picture has you there with me. You loved me more than any one ever did and I know no one will love me as much as you. I am so sorry I took you for granted. The connection you and I have is unimaginable I know you will forever be with me I just wish it was physically and spiritually. I have so much more to say to you but i cant see my keyboard as these tears fill my eyes with the thought of me never seeing you again. I just need you to know I love you, I’m in love with you and I miss you so much it hurts. Nothing else matters right now just you.

Be my protector forever <3

  -  18 August
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